• 9:01 PM, Friday, May 29, 2009
I AM SICK!!monday got chinese o level, so fast:( hope that i will geet well by then. not going church tmr. sob sob, really hope that i can go for service! got to prepare myself well for it, cant waste my time le. had been procrastinating quite long. i need to rest le. byebye.
• 9:40 PM, Sunday, May 10, 2009
My blog is really dead): got to revive it!! Was having fun this few days and there is also things that upset me. Now, i dont really look forward to saturdays, i love going school to talk crap and joke around. And i bought a new bible today!! it was a sky blue one. Sorry no picture. my phone got some problem. There is many picture that i want to post de. If you want to blame me, you should blame my phone!Started reading storybook and wants to read more. This year cant slack, i cant waste my time anymore. Got to work hard and get into ACCOUNTANCY!!
Frankly speaking, i dont know how to express myself to people. And i dont really know who i can share my burden and troubles to my friends. thinking that no one will be interested to hear what i want to say. I got a mindset that no one will read my as no one blog as i dont see people tagging my blog, or maybe the problems lies with me. I am a low self-esteem person who will think alot and make myself a bad person. I cried easily but that doesnt mean that i am not strong. I just want to let it all out. There were times when i want to cry but cant cry out which i dont know the reason.