• 9:04 PM, Monday, March 24, 2008
was quite lazy to post tis few days but really feel lik postin tis.had been thinkin about de difference between my life in de past and now.last time i used to think why am i livin in tis world??why my name is siewsia and not others??why i look like tis and not dat??why i was in tis family??1 year hav 365 days,12 months,7 days per week.everyday hav to go sch study.dun noe for wad purpose..hav u ever thought ad is ur purpose in life??wad is ur identity??i feel dat my life is meaningless.there will always be tis emptiness in my heart and no one ard me can fill dat emptiness.although i may smile on de outside but there is still emptiness in my heart.but now i noe dat i have a purpose.my life isn't meaningless!!i found a reason to live and HE had really filled de emptiness in my heart.do u have a fren dat is beside u everytime(dat same fren) when u feel down or sad??it is impossible for ppl dat is not ard u to noe if u are feeling down or sad unless u tell them.really hope dat those hu read tis post will noe dat person at i noe.HE is really AWESOME!!
